disappointed...

Qin

i wanna cry my heart out~!! can someone pls lend me your shoulder? haiz..listening to -- Wo De Cuo by BAD.. my all time fav sad song..

WTF.. my day was totally spoil by M..!! someone who i dun even know.. haa!! forget it.. i need somewhere to vent my anger, my thoughts.. i need some time to be alone..

oh ya, sch will be closed wef today till 8 May due to 11 cases of HFMD.. no kids fr teachers but that doesn't mean we r free! oh gosh.. will have to clean up d place thoroughly and prepare worksheets..

hmm, went to sentosa & zoo recently with dear.. enjoyed myself but sad to realise that im still kinda bothered over some incidents which happened in d past.. anyway, still trying hard to get rid of those dreadful memories.. i know i'll be able to, juz a matter of time..

lunched in with my colleagues and we were talking abt babies.. haa.. cos Jo (my principal) had this sudden urge of having a 3rd child.. wondering when will i get a gd guy and marry off to start my own family, haa.. really envy those who can get marry at young age..

haa.. shall talk abt my ideal husband.. he should be one who's willing to massage fr me, give me little surprise or cook fr me once in a blue moon, honest, able to keep up with his promise, pamper me with all his love and of cos love me, * sorry it should be ONLY ME.. hee.. alrite, i dislike guys go clubbing!! but hey! i never say i forbid my guy to go clubbing but nt that frequent la.. i'll get really mad with him if i discover or see him behaving intimate or taking photo with girls.. opps! am i being unreasonable, petty or asking too much?

but its true.. if u're married or attached, why go clubbing so frequent (my frds also agree..), why get intimate or take photo with those girls?

anyway, d bottom line is that i can be an angel if u're good to me, but also a devil if u're nasty to me.. cos my love is never to be toy around with or taken granted for..............