the nature of a woman..

---> Qin

a tiring day though nt much children attended sch today due to 7 cases of HFMD in our ctr.. maybe its bcos i'd a terrible headache since early in the morning.. spoil my day, wasn't in the best of mood..

headed down to dear's house after work.. slept fr abt 3hrs before going to d cc to get d application form fr my CPT / DPT.. might be signing up fr DPT, cos d sch will be writing in appeal fr me.. hopefully everything will go on smoothly..

hmm, bad mood............

crying.. opps! when was the last time i cried bcos of this B.. quarrel bcos of this B..??

had a quarrel with dear just when we were abt to leave his house.. it just happened so sudden.. he said that its my fault!! WTF!! **banging the wall**

wats the nature of a woman? haa..

petty? unreasonable? sweet loving? etc...

should i put it this way.. they will be doing all the gd things fr u, treat u like a king, worship u like a god.. if u're being nice to her as well.. BUT.. if u were to mistreat her one day, just one tiny little step, one small minor fault.. tats it!! u'll be condemn for the rest of your life.. no bargain.. its either u set your hands free and let go of her or try all means to gain back the trust and love..

even if she'd forgave u.. dun try to be funny with her.. forgive, meaning she on her part can be kind-hearted enough to put the past behind her but that doesn't mean u can be funny and bring up the incident and make fun of it.. its nt easy to forgive someone esp someone who u love and has hurt u deeply.. dun try to do such things to discourage her.. pls..

yes, she know u're trying to or had been trying hard to make amends for all your wrongs.. no worries, your hard work is being appreciated and seen.. but dun you make any complains.. bcos this is what u have to do, be sincere.. the path to gain back what u've detroyed.. serve u rite!!! haa..

one lesson to be learn......

never try to hurt a girl... cos its nt easy to win back her heart .. one wrong step can make u regret for the rest of your life.. maybe u'll think winning back her heart might make u regret but.. no one force u to win her back.. if u feel that she's nt worth of your love or she's just wasting your time so be it.. but remember this.. she was never like this in the past until u hurt her..... so u're the cause of everything.. sorry B is the cause of everything too....

anyway, sms-ed dear 'sorry' and he called to apologise too..

alrite, sunshine after the rain.. but does he really understand the nature of a woman? or rather the nature of me? haa..... forget it, what a lame entry here today!!

its getting late.. gtg shower now.. blog again....