how to get back "yesterday".....???

Qin

my 2nd entry fr today........ need a place to jot down my tots...

i wanna get back "yesterday".. i wanna turn the clock back..... can i?? haa.....

dear out to cool down, get some fresh air, spending time alone since last nite.. juz came back and now slping le.. had our fight ended? why is it so that after every fight, he will give attitude and ignore me? whereas never did i ignore him after our quarrel, cos my heart will be easily won back by him again.... im soft-hearted?? haa.. cos if u forgive someone, and if u really love him, u will surrender.... thats love.... dun u think so?

i hate this "after quarrel period".... ITS SUCKS!!! its as though we'd become strangers over the night..... aint we a loving couple, in a strong and stable relationship? i thought we were...... and if its my fault fr the cause of this, i'd apologised.... so cant he give in a little? dun he wan us to work out? dear.. remember wat u mentioned last nite while i asked u fr idea on d sch concert? a fairytale..... lolx..

anyway, bet he will still give me cold shoulder when he wake up..... if he dun, its a miracle........ will this miracle ever happen? haa....