home alone on a friday nite...

qin :

im nw at pigpig dear's house...

BORED..........................................

TIRED......................................................

stayed in sch to do the worksheets till ard 6pm juz nw and sweet pigpig came to fetch me.. hey! he has been a nice darling fr the past few weeks... we've been seeing each other day and nite, almost everyday... he do still go clubbing with his colleagues occassionally but hey dear, i've seen the "improvement" u made thats why i appreciate all that u've done.. and granted u to meet up with your 'zhu peng gou you' (nt his colleagues) last nite fr clubbing..

and now where is my dear pigpig??

haa... he's nw out with them again.... AGAIN..

anyway, im nt making noise complaining abt it.... in fact he did asked me and i agreed to let him go willingly... no attitude, BUT he kept saying that i shown him "black face" etc.. haiz! im so confused.... if i dun let him go, he'll say i control his life, restrict him etc..... and when i allow him to go, he complain that i show him attitude etc.... GUYS...................... what does he really want..?? lolx..

actually my stand is very clear...... i dislike guys to go clubbing.... and if my bf is someone who wants to go, its fine with me... really.. i wont object, wont restrict him, forbid him to go.. all i will say is "yes, u can go..." bcos all i need is someone who will be automatic.. will take initiative not to go and nt me forcing him nt to go.... its useless if i will have to use force.......

opps, alrite.. i've seen the improvement in dear, thats why i didnt kick up a big fuss this time round.... hee... im juz feeling bored cos being left at hm alone so i need something, somewhere to past my time...

hey!! i suddenly miss my dear yun and nana... haa, lets meet up someday again k...??

its bored here......!!! no one's online to chat with me.....................

forget it... gonna see what sean is doing... blog again......