Wednesday, December 06, 2006

life.. i wanna settle down.. haha..

qin :

PHEW~~~~~~!!!!!!!

the test is finally over.. and lets hope i will pass!! didnt revise, haa.. only glance thru the notes an hr before the test.... alrite, admit that im lazy.. lolx.. now i shall concentrate on the assignment.. aiming fr at least a B+!! anyway, she's a lenient lecturer.. had A+ frm her in the previous module "Child Development".. ^^

reported sick yesterday.. back in sch today and my dear Abi was crying.. tried to bring her back to her class fr chinese lesson but she cried, wanting to stay with me in my class... poor girl.. i tried my best to be firm with her, ignore her but still she dun wanna let go of me.. haiz~!! im gonna miss her when she's gone... really... just like how i miss Aaliyah.. haa.. all the 'As' lolx..

Argh.. had a new lecturer fr today's module.. its abt Arts!! Was late fr almost half an hr.. Oh gosh~!! anyway, she got us to draw... I HATE TO DO DRAWING....!!!!!!! im nt creative.. im nt gd with drawing.. asked us to play ard with the crayons she provided.. scribble anything on the paper but nt images.. and the next thing she got us to do was to draw something that you like to do during your childhood days.. haa!! my mind was in a blank... drew sky, field and kite.. and pls.. i had never ever fly any kite before in my lifetime.. had always wanted to....... i wanna fly kite, ferris wheels etc... silly?? haa..

he's now out with his frds clubbing..........

hmm, had a quarrel with dear last nite.. he said that im a controller..

YES!! A CONTROLLER IN HIS LIFE.... haiz..!!

anyway, we're alrite now..... everything solved..

somehow sometimes.. i feel kinda lost after a quarrel.. dunno why.. just feel kinda weird..

been hoping to settle down.. had thought of settle down at the age of 23 when i was young but now, it seems that this dream is so near yet so far.. haa.. and perhaps im in this line, the more i see kids, spending almost half of my day with them, the stronger the urge of having my own darling sweeties babies.. opps~!! i really do envy those ppl who are able to settle down, set up their family at a young age or even having someone who is there always ready to settle down with her.. at least it shows tat the guy is really kinda ready and willing to commit himself, stable... rather than being together fr so long but dunno where they're heading to... haa.. silly to think this way?? but i really do think so.. =)

i dun need a luxury life... all im hoping fr is a simple life.... a really simple simple life.... with someone who really cares abt me, pamper me, be there fr me when i need him, he wont kick up a big fuss on anything that i do, wont scream or yell at me, the most important part is that he love me and no one else other than his family.. haa.. he will have to be someone who's honest cos i really really dislike liars and betrayers.... he's gonna be the one who will have to take care of me, walk yrs down d rd with me together.. of cos i need to choose the right one who will let me feel secure than to regret rite..?? haa.. who in the world will want a person who will scold u fr every silly things u do, who wont care abt your feeling etc.. agree...?? so dun say im being naive to think this way...........

haa.... alrite, enuff of my rantings.... didnt realise that time past so fast..... gonna search thru the web fr idea on worksheet fr the kids now.... tata~!!! blog again........ hugs........


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