life is waiting...... and waiting..........
qin :
looking forward to Year 2007..
Piggy Year~~~~~~!!!!!!
A BRAND NEW YEAR..
Hoping for a brand new start...
been thinking thru the things that had happened this yr for the past few days.. life is full of up & down.. been hoping since 2004 that life will get better but who know its getting from bad to worst.. but at least i can still see some improvements & effort being made..
is it a matter of time to be able to forget abt something..?? cos i find myself to have a very gd memory and a high sense of curiousity.. lolx.. frankly speaking, i will try to dig out info and evidences etc.. and sometimes the truth that i found out will cause myself to be upset and problems and quarrels will start popping out one after another.... my fault..?? hmm.. nt sure...
though wat has happened are all in the past and there's pretty nothing much i can do to it, i still find myself in a dilemma.. am still learning and trying to forget and coping with the truth.. remain silent by nt asking, nt questioning, nt quarrelling doesnt mean i dun mind the truth abt the past or im silly and stupid or even find it meaningless.. BUT its all bcos i believe u've changed for the better.... im just waiting and waiting and hoping that i wont make another wrong judgement... though at times i will bring up the topic trying to hope that u'll come clean with everything, still.. i try not to cos the truth is usually hurtful... like wat i usually siad, telling the truth yourself will be better rather than i find out myself cos the hurt and pain will be double.. haa..
dun worry.. we are fine.. its just another piece of ranting, "clearing the disk space in my memory" before going to bed.. hehe..
anyway, what i am trying to say here is that... im still coping with everything and hoping that things between us will turn out well.. and frankly speaking, i enjoyed your company and am enjoying every single day with you.. the pillar for me to hang on though u are also the one who brought tears, pain, laughters and joy in my life.. and hopefully what u said is true -- This is the only thing that i've done right in my life... haha... u know what i mean........
I HATE YOU AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU...
Huggiez... Nitezzzzzzz
looking forward to Year 2007..
Piggy Year~~~~~~!!!!!!
A BRAND NEW YEAR..
Hoping for a brand new start...
been thinking thru the things that had happened this yr for the past few days.. life is full of up & down.. been hoping since 2004 that life will get better but who know its getting from bad to worst.. but at least i can still see some improvements & effort being made..
is it a matter of time to be able to forget abt something..?? cos i find myself to have a very gd memory and a high sense of curiousity.. lolx.. frankly speaking, i will try to dig out info and evidences etc.. and sometimes the truth that i found out will cause myself to be upset and problems and quarrels will start popping out one after another.... my fault..?? hmm.. nt sure...
though wat has happened are all in the past and there's pretty nothing much i can do to it, i still find myself in a dilemma.. am still learning and trying to forget and coping with the truth.. remain silent by nt asking, nt questioning, nt quarrelling doesnt mean i dun mind the truth abt the past or im silly and stupid or even find it meaningless.. BUT its all bcos i believe u've changed for the better.... im just waiting and waiting and hoping that i wont make another wrong judgement... though at times i will bring up the topic trying to hope that u'll come clean with everything, still.. i try not to cos the truth is usually hurtful... like wat i usually siad, telling the truth yourself will be better rather than i find out myself cos the hurt and pain will be double.. haa..
dun worry.. we are fine.. its just another piece of ranting, "clearing the disk space in my memory" before going to bed.. hehe..
anyway, what i am trying to say here is that... im still coping with everything and hoping that things between us will turn out well.. and frankly speaking, i enjoyed your company and am enjoying every single day with you.. the pillar for me to hang on though u are also the one who brought tears, pain, laughters and joy in my life.. and hopefully what u said is true -- This is the only thing that i've done right in my life... haha... u know what i mean........
I HATE YOU AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU...
Huggiez... Nitezzzzzzz
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