i don't know how to describe my feeling right now...

angry? sad? happy?

he is actually asking me nt to interfere his money from now on.. stop asking him how he spend his money... where he spend it on... etc... and from now on we shall not use each other's money.. reason..?? thats his salary, his money not mine..!! so that explain why i have no reason to question abt it... WTH is this...??

brewed him something to drink.. wat did i get in return..?? complain abt the drink again... "not nice! its so sweet... will not eliminate phlegm lor..." WTH is this...?? not even a thank you or compliment.. hahaha.. u think its so easy to brew..?? im also sick why not u brew fr me instead..?? haha..

was using the pc when he came just now.. said he wanna use the pc so i move aside to the bed.. lying on the bed reading book.. but guess what he said..?? "Ask u to let me use the pc.. u have to sit there check on me eh..??" What is wrong with this guy..??

WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM...??

has the cheek to say im the one giving trouble, giving attitude.. hahaha.. complain that he came all the way to my hse and here i am giving stupid attitude....

Ya u're damn rite... what a stupid girl i am... sitting here typing this entry, complaining to a cold blooded pc... while u're wide awake sitting in the living room watching Ch62..

had i done anything wrong...??

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz................................

im bored at home..........!!!

miss the kids la.... =_=""""

dear went home @ ard 3pm just now... giving me attitude when he went off... *sad* i really dunno wat is wrong with him.. sms him.. guess wat he said?? "im very bad mood and vexed now.. dun irritate me further..." pls dear.. i dunno wat is going on, maybe i wont be able to help u but at least let me share the burden with u.. dun keep it to yourself.. it makes me feel sad too.. =)

cooked sweet potato fr him yesterday.. complained that he need something like chrysanthemum / barley to drink not dessert la!! hmpz!! think its easy to cook sweet potato eh..?? haiz..!! hao xin mei hao bao..!! forget it at least he drank a bit...

he was saying that he had wanted me to cook something like ' Yao (4) Shan (4) ' fr him.. ohoh!!! i have no idea how to cook those thingy la... haa... will have to do some research on that.. lolx..

haiz!! wonder how he is now... shall leave him alone... hopefully he will gimme a beep when he's feeling better bahx... poor boy still coughing might be brewing 'Nan (2) Xing (4)' fr him later if he's coming.. mummy said it will stop cough & phlegm.. having his paper this wed.. his books are here.. wondering is he coming anot.. dare not disturb him... else later get scolding from him again...

shall go help mum with the cooking... blog again..

Stayed over at dear's hse fr two consecutive nights... back home only last night.. both of us were so sick.. coughing so badly and sore throat la but we still stick together day & night... haaa.. that explain why we are unable to recover!!

requested dear to stay at his house instead but he insisted on coming back with me... said married couple also like that stick together even when they are sick.. OMG.. this boy ah..

meet up with Tuck & his gf fr prawn fishing last night.. paid 25 bucks fr 3hrs till ard 4am.. we caught only 3 prawns while Tuck caught 5.. haa.. 50 bucks fr 8 prawns.. soooooooo ex!! go market buy also dun have to cost so much la... lolx...

Dear and i had early breakfast @ Mac.. back home this morning @ 5plus to slp... haaa.. just as expected, mum nag again... hehe... said "cough until like that still stay out until so late etc..........." haa... brought me to the doc just now... Yucks!! the chinese medicine taste awful...!! stubborn dear still dun wanna go to the doc.. haiz!! he will only go to the doc when he need MC... he think that he's Dr. Pang la.. will recover w/o eating medicine la..!! >.<

Dear slept fr almost 12hrs.. headed to the coffee shop fr dinner before he went to work.. My dear boy been sleeping rather late fr the past few days due to meeting his zhu peng gou and prawn fishing..

sms me just now.. saying that Bad mood + sick + work etc... Heaty liao.. i will have to find out wat is cooling to brew for him when he get back tmr after work... haiz!! think i will brew barley fr him bahx.. how abt sweet potato or ginger tea..?? i dun want those that will cause phlegm la!! cos we're both coughing our lung out.... i dun wanna see my piggy so unhappy and sick la... Haiz!! =( =( =(

we were discussing abt money issue recently.. requested him to stop gamble... but think its kinda difficult fr him... am really worried abt him at times... all the games that he's playing esp with his Zhu Peng Gou You..!! you know who la.. haiz!! I know its your hard earn money not mine.. why not save up that extra cash rather than taking the risk to gamble rite..?? If your luck is gd ok u'll win quite a lot.. but wat if u're so god damn sway..?? maybe a few hundreds to u is peanut.. but pls la.. Didnt say u cant gamble and i know u wont be able to kick that habit de.. I know u've been controlling the amt le.. but pls just dun get addicted to gambling.... looking at how u gamble fr the mth of May really scare me....

am so scare that u'll get addicted la!! maybe my way of showing concern is wrong and u feel that all i know is to nag and nag and nag... U find me irritating with all the nagging.. IM SORRY.....

alrite.. shall go slp now... sick and tired...

Zzzzzzzzzzzz......... goodnight!! =)

29 May 2007
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woke up with a bad sore throat.. damn sick la!!

and thanks to Teacher Fadhi.. i managed to take pic with my kids.. too bad Jerald went Japan fr holiday le.. Zhi Yang & Chalmers absent, Natalie & Narvind not in yet.. no chance to take a class photo with them.. >.<

Caught Teacher Jenny in action.. "Aryan!! Dun look at me... turn around!!!" haa...

Finally.... =)

my wonderful colleague even helped the kids to do up a Thank You card and get Roy to give me.. haha.. so sweet la!! but they dun even understand that im leaving.. haa...

Wendy passed me a gift from the management.. Its a Guess wallet... love it so much..!! =)

Not to forget.. my TP test.. Haiz!! Just as expected.... I FAILED...!!!

so sad...... guess too nervous la!!

next test date will be in July.. haiz!! watse time & money la!! got nagging from dear.. he can really nag like grandma fr hrs... making me cried... can u imagine im so god damn sad le plus his nagging.. haiz!! disappointed...... =_=""""""

30 May 2007
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My last day of service @ Ichiban Nurtureland... was hoping to take more pics with my kids... but guess what..??

i was sick..!! down with fever, sore throat, cough, flu and vomit la..!! sms Wendy the night before abt it informed her that i might not be able to report to work but eventually i managed to drag myself out of the bed...

Report to work feeling sooooooo tired and sick... i dun feel good at all... Damn weak!!

Faking a smile with Nana.. which in fact i really gonna collapse any moment.. haa..

my fav Roy kor kor.. =)

Keanen & Don

Colleagues gave me a present.. A peadant from TianPo.. so sweet of them... ^^ Wendy even released me early at 12.30 fr me to rest.. but too bad in the end i still couldn't turn up fr the BBQ session at Su Zhen's hse... fever la!! took medicine, hid myself under the blanket fr hrs.....

Was feeling so terrible.......

I dun like to fall sick................!!