Friday, December 22, 2006

hurtful truth..

qin :

truth is always so hurtful..

BUT.................

surprisingly i find myself becoming stronger to accept the truth than in the past... really.. is it a gd or bad thing..?? haa.. but still, i find that its better to be truthful and own up rather than having someone throwing the evidences in front of you and have no choice but to admit it.. dun u agree?? anyway, no matter how hurtful the truth is u ought to say out and let the person choose whether he / she wanna forgive u or not, no pt living happily with each other with guilt and worrying when he / she will find out abt it...

hmm... dear made a promise last night.... and i really hope he will keep his words.... like i said, dun say anything when u wont put your words into actions cos I HATE IT...

WHHhhhaaaahaa.............

Yuppie ~~~~~~~~~

HE GONNA PUT A NEW TATTOO ON HIS RIGHT LEG NEXT YEAR....

A PIGLET TATTOO WITH MY NAME ON IT ON OUR ANNIVERSARY (14th March 2007)...

haa... serve as a punishment cum present to me.. lolx....

its 6.30pm already... still waiting for him to end work... we are going to Genting tonight with his family for Xmas... hmm, 1st overseas trip with his family...

just received the below pic from my coursemate, Adeline.. haa.. a pic of AbiYoYo.. created using recycled materials by our grp during the Art lesson..


nice..????

bought this PIGHEAD for dear.. hehe.. soooo cute...

Oh ya, had Xmas celebration in sch today with the kids...

The 3 Keat Hong Market in my class


...my love...

Alrite shall blog again when im back on the 25th night bahx..

HO! HO! HO! ~~ Wishing everyone a Merry Christmas....... Have Fun~~~~!!!

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

life is waiting...... and waiting..........

qin :

looking forward to Year 2007..

Piggy Year~~~~~~!!!!!!

A BRAND NEW YEAR..

Hoping for a brand new start...

been thinking thru the things that had happened this yr for the past few days.. life is full of up & down.. been hoping since 2004 that life will get better but who know its getting from bad to worst.. but at least i can still see some improvements & effort being made..

is it a matter of time to be able to forget abt something..?? cos i find myself to have a very gd memory and a high sense of curiousity.. lolx.. frankly speaking, i will try to dig out info and evidences etc.. and sometimes the truth that i found out will cause myself to be upset and problems and quarrels will start popping out one after another.... my fault..?? hmm.. nt sure...

though wat has happened are all in the past and there's pretty nothing much i can do to it, i still find myself in a dilemma.. am still learning and trying to forget and coping with the truth.. remain silent by nt asking, nt questioning, nt quarrelling doesnt mean i dun mind the truth abt the past or im silly and stupid or even find it meaningless.. BUT its all bcos i believe u've changed for the better.... im just waiting and waiting and hoping that i wont make another wrong judgement... though at times i will bring up the topic trying to hope that u'll come clean with everything, still.. i try not to cos the truth is usually hurtful... like wat i usually siad, telling the truth yourself will be better rather than i find out myself cos the hurt and pain will be double.. haa..

dun worry.. we are fine.. its just another piece of ranting, "clearing the disk space in my memory" before going to bed.. hehe..

anyway, what i am trying to say here is that... im still coping with everything and hoping that things between us will turn out well.. and frankly speaking, i enjoyed your company and am enjoying every single day with you.. the pillar for me to hang on though u are also the one who brought tears, pain, laughters and joy in my life.. and hopefully what u said is true -- This is the only thing that i've done right in my life... haha... u know what i mean........

I HATE YOU AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU...

Huggiez... Nitezzzzzzz

Monday, December 18, 2006

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qin :

time flies so fast.. gonna start work tmr le.. was on leave since last thurs.. and i didnt waste any min.. hehe.. was spending time doing my assignment and enjoying with dear..

was out to Q Bar on thurs nite with dear & frdz.. the best part was that we dun have to fork out any money and there's even free flow of drinks..~!! hehe.. think none of us vomitted except for tuck.. haa.. here's a pic of tuck vomitting in the car with the plastic bag hanging on his ears.. lolx..




High?? Not really.. hehe..

had wanted to meet up nana & yun the next day but ended up we cancelled it due to nana..!! hmpz~!! fri was spent doing assignment.. stayed up for almost 8hrs till sat morning and finally completed it at ard 6am.. had wanted to go jogging with mum after doing the assignment but i was too exhausted so only had breakfast with her.. hehe.. finally managed to have a gd rest at 9am.. wow~!! this is the 2nd time i stayed up doing Therese's assignment.. my goodness.. wat a torture.. hopefully i can get another A+ again.. hehe.. *praying hard*

was over at dear's hse that night.. woke up early on sun to catch 'The Santa Clause 3' @ The Cathay.. went to PS after the show fr lunch and proceeded to Bugis.. took neoprints again..

had a wonderful day with dear.. muackzZ...