Awwww......

qin :

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww.......................................

Yuppie..!!!

called him this morning at 10am when i woke up.. think he was at the casino.. anyway, he asked me nt to go alone again!!! hmpz.. told him that i will ask my cousins along.. and he said ok.. so i went back to my dreamland.....

woke up at 11plus.. called mum, asked her to go and watch fireworks.. arranged with my dearest aunt stacy and cousins.. wowo!! juz as everything was confirmed, he called at 12.45pm saying that he's on his way back frm genting, asked me to wait fr him...

OMG..!! told him that i've already arranged with everyone.. haa... think it's either he tack along with us as family day or he stay hm to rest.. haha.. serve him rite..!! who ask him to go genting and accuse me.. nanny nanny poo poo.. lolx..

alrite.. gonna finish up my assignment while waiting fr him to be back..

~~~~...tata...~~~~~

i wanna watch fireworks...

qin :

damn it..!!

i wanted so much to watch fireworks and that stupid guy can juz went off to genting..

YES... HE'S NOW ON HIS WAY UP TO GENTING....

HMPZ..............!!!!!

WTF.................!!!!!

we had not been meeting each other fr the past few days and bcos he actually accused me, thats why sort of had a quarrel.. he came juz nw at ard 6pm asking me to get myself change, cos he's bringing me to watch the fireworks.. haa!! as if i dun wan to but.... i was sleeping and we have nt even sort things out.. how can he get away with it juz by bringing me to watch d fireworks rite?? dun u agree..?? he accused me and nw act as if nothing happened..?? haa...

thats why we miss the fireworks juz nw.. and this stupid guy still have the cheek to go genting with his bro.. asked me along but i declined.. why should i tack along..?? told him i shall go and watch it tmr.. be it alone or with frdz.. what did he say..?? NO...........!! told him by hook or by crook i will go.. stupid guy said "I don't think i'll be able to come back on time..."

yaya.. thats rite.. u wont be able to, i know... dun need to explain so much.. so why dun u cancel the trip..?? is there such a need to go..?? FOR THE SAKE TO GAMBLE.. hhaa... forget it, who am i to complain..??

argh.. whatever it is.. im pissed off by all his actions, his attitude, everything abt him... REALLY.. I AM..!!! what had i done to deserve such treatment..??

fieldtrip..

qin :

Yoz~!!!

back frm my fieldtrip.. had a tiring day.. hee.. i didnt went to any of the library, juz had lunch with two of my coursemates, Esther and Joyce, at YT food court to discuss abt our project.. Argh!! there're so many assignments to be submitted by this mth... i need a break...!!!

oh ya, went to Creative 'O' this morning and saw sean.. haa!! wow!! this boy, he's the tallest in his class frm wat i noticed.. didnt manage to talk to him cos i was bz looking ard the ctr to learn and copy some of their ideas.. hehe.. anyway, this ctr is great!! they provide lotsa activity fr the kids.. my recommendation to send your kids or grand children there.. haha!! nice environment.. open area concept, lotsa project work fr the K1 & K2.. too bad, the principal there dun allow us to take photograph..

headed to St. Joseph Kindergarten located at Bt Timah aft that.. They have lotsa space and classroom available fr the kids.. also a nice sch.. but the fees there r soooo expensive hahaa.. its like $600 to $800+ per term worx.. OMG.. but teachers there r very creative.. really.. i took lotsa pics of their work which i can use it fr my kids..

anyway, think i wont be able to watch the fireworks tonite.. nobody's bringing me there and i've my assignment to complete.. hmm, hopefully i will be able to catch it next yr..

alrite, shall go have a nap 1st nw.. =)

10082006

qin :

OMG~!! left with only 3days and here i am still doing my assignment fr module 3 (Child Development)..

soooooo tired.. my shoulder ache..!! sob.. burnt midnite oil last nite to do my assignment till this morning ard 9plus.. and i've nt completed..!!! sob... mum bought me breakfast, filled up my empty stomach and went rite to my cosy bed and into my dreamland at 10am.. woke up at 5pm and slack around till nw.. i really dun feel like doing the assignment, feeling moody but have no choice.. i've got to score well fr this cos i dun think i'm able to pass the test though the result is nt out yet.. haiz~!!

life's so boring.....................

no plans over the weekend.........

anyway, will have to complete my assignment before making any plan to go out.. haha..

do u knw i hate being accuse of things which i didnt do..?? i really hate it..!!!! i mean if u have any evidence or what juz say it.. if i've done anything wrong i'll admit it, i swear..... but if dun have, then dun point your finger at me and accuse me...... i'll get utterly upset abt it...... u knw, i've a bad temper.. i'll get easily agitated, upset and raise my voice.......................

i knw im bad....... im nt a gentle, understanding, reasonable, outspoken girl..........

but the fact is...

this is me... this is who i am...........

whatever it is... im nw still in a confuse state.. i dunno what really is the cause of it... really... is this the life that it should be fr me..?? obstacles... life is full of ups and downs.... i need to take a rest and carry on the journey ahead or else i will collapse.....

I remember u once did told me before in one of the letters to me abt this :

"......I just want a piece of smooth going ground for me to slide on without much obstacles in the way. I want a peace of my mind. I need to stop thinking and guessing by now, or else, I'll just fall and thus collapses on the spot......"

and this is what im going thru now............ i bet u should be the one who can understand how i feel rite..?? haa...

Oh ya..!! tmr is 11th and they are presenting the fireworks again..!! and on the 12th also.. its coming to an end in juz 2 more days.. OH......!! i really hope to go down and watch it... WOW~!!! i will go "crazy" with all the beautiful display and the sound made up above the sky... heeheez... it'll be soooo romantic and sweet to be able to watch it together with your loved ones.. with he / she hugging u.. haa... though many couples will be doing the same, who cares rite..?? haa.... reality vs fantasy...

hee.. tmr im nt working as well.. a long long holiday fr me till next monday!! yuppie!! cos will be going fr a fieldtrip to two ctrs with my coursemates early in the morning at 9am till 1pm.. haa.. one of which will be sean's sch.. wonder whether will i get to see him tmr.. haha..

and so i will be free tmr afternoon.. shall see how, might be going to either woodlands or westmall library to borrow bks regarding child development fr my assignment.. haa, but i bet i'll juz come hm straight aft the fieldtrip cos im a lazy piglet... lolx..

alrite... shall blog again.. gotta continue with my assignment before i drag myself to my dreamland... nitez everyone..!!

happy birthday singapore...

qin :

juz applied a new coat of nail polish on my nails... guess what col is it..??

....B.L.A.C.K....

dirty colour..?? actually i had always love maroon col on my nails but recently tot of trying out black.. and HEY!! i love it.. haa, but too bad will have to get rid of it by next monday when i return back to sch..

dear went clubbing with his bro again............................................

and im home alone drinking by myself nw................................

i love drinking...........

there's ton of assignments on hand fr me to complete but im juz far too lazy to start off with any.. there's one which is due on 14th and i've nt done anything abt it.. OMG!! there's nt much time to waste and here i am blogging.. whats going on with me..?? anyway, by hook or by crook im gonna start doing the assignment tmr..!!

passed the punjabi suit back to trina this afternoon.. had wanted to drop by to peek a look at my dear Aaliyah but i was late!! the kids were dismissed at 12noon.. sometimes i do wonder whether does she still remember me..?? haa.. i bet she had already forgotten abt me....... haa..

oh ya, anyone went to watch the fireworks juz nw..?? argh... i wanted so much to go.. but dear never mention anything abt it.. and i reminded him tat there'll be two more fireworks presenting on 11th and 12th.. he did make a note on the calendar, hopefully he will remember.. haa.. or else i will go down to watch it myself.. lolx..

there was once (think the yr before) he actually rushed down to my plc aft work juz to bring me to watch the firework.. we were riding bike back then and i could vividly remember that the bike actually broke down at bugis area which i thought we were nt able to watch the fireworks.. was so disappointed cos we rushed all the way there and had to go hm "empty handed".. but surprisingly, we heard the sound of the fireworks and there it was up above the sky... at least we were able to get a glimpse of it.. was so touched by his actions back then...........

i simply love those days.......

opps, in case u don't knw where to catch the fireworks.. here's the webby that indicate the time and popular viewing areas...

http://www.ndp.org.sg/index.php?id=144

guess we wont be seeing each other as frequent as nw.. as discussed, its too much... seeing of each other almost everyday, day and night... sleeping, doing everything together everyday is too much... haa.. will have to stop fr a period.. is it necessary?? i don't know.....................

HEY... past midnight nw......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.............!!!!!!

muackzZ........

promise..

qin :

been feeling rather unhappy these few days...

can anyone tell me whats the definition of promise? will u really keep up to your words? or juz promise fr the sake of letting someone u love to be happy?

you'll have to keep up to your words even if the promise he / she wanna u to make is ridiculous.. why?? bcos its your decision.. u choose to promise so u will have to be responsible..

something that i dislike a lot.......

when u break your promise, u will always sound as if im in the wrong.. im unreasonable etc.... I HATE THIS...

ARGH... I dunno what the hell im ranting on.. juz feel cheated and upset when someone break his promise and have the cheek to even point finger at me and say im unreasonable... HHAHAAAHH.... wake up...!!! cant keep up to your words then dun give me false hope... be responsible fr what u said...

Oh ya.. went to eski bar with dear on sunday nite.. HEY!! it was my first visit there.. i like the plc.. freezing cold... hhaa... and a nice plc to chill out with frds to have a talk..

Hey lynn, reading this entry?? haa... are u touched?? i kept my promise.. lolx..