am i ready..??

qin :

we've been discussing abt lotsa things recently.....

one of which is whether to settle down or not...............

Are we ready for it..?? Are we suitable for each other..?? Are we able to walk hand in hand towards the future together..?? Are we wasting each other's time..??

and the list goes on.................................

hmm, its like we've been together for almost 8yrs isn't it a bit too late to discuss abt all these issue..?? haa.. Looking back, this relationship has not been a stable one.. with lotsa problems, frequent quarrels, breaking up & obstacles... had to overcome one after another.... i should say its not easy to maintain this relationship...

Our love is like a flower..

It needs the sun and the rain to grow..

The sun is for the happiness we share..

The rain is for the tears we cry..

Hopefully some sun and rain will make it grow stronger and stronger..

Like wat he said "Forget abt the past and dun stress each other with it.. Dun mention it cos its already over is a way of forgetting abt it.. People live and look forward, not live in the past..." Yeah.. i agreed with him.. ppl live and look forward, not live in the past.. but somehow it takes time.. i dunno how long it will take but im still trying to....

This was what he once wrote to me... and hopefully its still valid.. lolx..

I deem the time we spent together precious..Happy dreams are your returns for entrusting them to me..Your heart isn't in my hands but enclosed & protected within mine..I won't be a wrong choice to spend ur life with..As I'll be standing by u juz like I believe you will by me..Don't ask me whether this dream would last, you know it better..For I cherish our love as much as you do, if not alot more.. I love you.. Love me..

Frankly speaking, i was taken aback when he told me he's ready to settle down.. and he wanna settle down.. i didnt expect him to say this... i didn't know how to react cos im ready to settle down too but my only worry is that is he sure that he's really ready for it..?? is he really able to commit..?? Its not a game.. thats why i wont force or nag like wat i did in the past abt this topic... gonna let nature take its course....... cos i've come to realise that if he's ready, everything will go on smoothly but if he's not, everything will be ruin (the more u push / force a person, the more he will rebel..) haaa...

hmm.. he's out playing MJ with his pri sch frds & tuck now... dunno wat time will he be home..

L-O-V-E

It only has four letters...

But the meaning is so deep.........

happy day..

qin :

oh yuppie~~~~

was over at dear's house on wed.. Remember my 'Girl Girl' was reported lost on 29 July 2006..?? And guess what..?? Dear's mummy found it in his sis's wardrobe..!!! Finally she's back~~~~~

hmm.. dear came over yesterday afternoon and sent me back home after work.. rested fr a while and we headed in to JB @ ard 4pm.. went fr body massage.. from head to toes.. felt so good after the massage but was kinda pain.. haa.. 1st time doing body massage there.. had our dinner and proceeded to City Sq fr shopping and movie.. caught "Night at the Museum".. thumb up!! it was a nice show.. was ard 11plus when we were out of the cinema and guess what?? the queue was still damn long.. had no choice but to join the queue cos its getting late... was finally back home at ard 1.30am.. terrible...

gg into the museum.. lolx..

School ended early today @ 10.30am cos was having New Year Celebration.. was feeling kinda sad cos its my dear Abigail's last day in Ichiban Nurtureland.. Gonna miss her... she'll be gg to her sis's kindergarten, her mummy did told me the name of the kindergarten but i forgotten le.. hee.. Did something so bad to her and i actually apologised to her..

I MADE HER CRIED...... *slap myself* being her last day in sch le i still "torture" her.. sob sob sob... was holding Husni's hand and telling her that i don't want her anymore and Husni also dun wan u le.. and my poor sweety look at me with tears in her eyes and calling out to me.. OMG~~ immediately asked her to come over to my side and hugged her in my arms... wipe away her tears and apologised to her.... haiz~~ anyway kids will come and go de.. looking forward to my new babies next yr... Roy will be staying back and he's still in N1 haa.. gonna encourage this boy to speak up more let his mummy see improvement in him... hehe... he's now able to make verbal request to toilet and button up his shirt etc at least he's slightly better as compared to when i first joined the sch..

my sweet little darling.. (oh ya, is that hat nice??) hee..

dear came over to sch at 11.30 to fetch me.. had lunch and we went back to his house.. haa.. dye our hair.. DIY for each other.. sweet rite..?? haa.. as usual, dear's col was not obvious...

hmm.. called to say that he's back at home now after his lesson.. will be coming over..

waiting fr him..............

pics @ genting

qin :

pics taken @ Genting..

i was screaming thru the ride.. lolx..

1st to scream & last to stop the noise pollution.. lolx..

Dear gg on the space shot

He's crazy~!! up again with his sis..

Countdown Party

Oh ya, saw the Triangel in this pic..?? hehe.. bought it @ Genting.. hope it'll really protect us..

im back...... from genting..

qin :

hugs everyone.. im back~!!

was back in SG last nite.. opps!! Belated Merry Christmas to All....

had lotsa fun during the Genting trip with dear and his family (his mum, sis, bro and grandma).. went to Casino as usual and happily we won few hundreds on the 1st day but lose abt 1k in total when we went back to the Casino on our 2nd day haa.... terrible~~~~~~~~~~~ should have stop dear from going back there... anyway i didnt play much, only sat there to accompany dear cos my luck was nt that gd so better to control myself than to lose $$$$$.. hehe...

1st Day : roaming around the shops, had wanted to go to the outdoor theme park but due to the mist some of the rides were temporarily closed.. 4 of us (dear, me, his mum & sis) bought tixs to Ripley's Believer It Or Not.. haa.. was kinda scary and it seems like dear was scared and i had to hold onto his hand tight and pull him.. opps~!! he was the first to scream among us haa... scary cat~~~ lolx... my leg was being pulled and stupidly i said "Don't pull my leg.... Argh...!!" haaa....

everyone was kinda tired and turn in before 1am.. dear, me and his mum went to catch a midnight show @ 1.45am and that was a boring show~~~~~ was supposed to be a ghost movie but it turned out to be Made-In-Malaysia de.. and was damn boring.. we fall asleep within less than 30mins and made our way back to the room for some rest.. haa.. waste $$$...

2nd Day : had dim sum for breakfast and we took the skyway cable car.. Opps~!! im scared of height... oh ya, the weather was great so we headed down to the outdoor theme park after that...!! wow.... the last time i went there was like 10yrs ago.. haa.. or more than that?? dear had always wanted to go there for the rides but im a scary cat.. he will be left alone to play the rides.. haa... but this time round i was brave enough to tried abt 4 rides.. Pirate Ship, Cyclone, Super Toboggan, Rolling Thunder Mine Train.. spent almost the whole day there cos the queue was damn long.. we had to queue up for at least half an hr to one hr for every ride.. oh ya, dear and his sis played that Space Shot... it was so scary~!!!!!!!!!! i didnt dare to join them haa.. while we were waiting for board the Ferris Wheels, dear went to play the Space Shot and he was telling his sis how fun it was etc... and in the end he joined his sis again for the ride after the Ferris Wheels ride.. My goodness... he's crazy~~~ haa...

was back to the indoor theme park @ ard 10pm for rides again... Motion Master and some other rides and we proceeded to take Ferris Wheels again... remembered i once said that i had always wanted to go up on a Ferris Wheels..?? yuppie.. finally...!!! round and round it go.... though im scared of height, i prefer the one at the outdoor theme park cos the view is much nicer and beautiful.. and the wind... wow... was soooo cold... hehe... love it..

hmm.. think thats abt all... cos the rest of the trip was mostly spent on shopping and casino.... shall upload the pics when i finish sorting them out...

looking forward to 2007............... hopefully a better year for everyone....

huggiez.........