Wednesday, December 06, 2006

life.. i wanna settle down.. haha..

qin :

PHEW~~~~~~!!!!!!!

the test is finally over.. and lets hope i will pass!! didnt revise, haa.. only glance thru the notes an hr before the test.... alrite, admit that im lazy.. lolx.. now i shall concentrate on the assignment.. aiming fr at least a B+!! anyway, she's a lenient lecturer.. had A+ frm her in the previous module "Child Development".. ^^

reported sick yesterday.. back in sch today and my dear Abi was crying.. tried to bring her back to her class fr chinese lesson but she cried, wanting to stay with me in my class... poor girl.. i tried my best to be firm with her, ignore her but still she dun wanna let go of me.. haiz~!! im gonna miss her when she's gone... really... just like how i miss Aaliyah.. haa.. all the 'As' lolx..

Argh.. had a new lecturer fr today's module.. its abt Arts!! Was late fr almost half an hr.. Oh gosh~!! anyway, she got us to draw... I HATE TO DO DRAWING....!!!!!!! im nt creative.. im nt gd with drawing.. asked us to play ard with the crayons she provided.. scribble anything on the paper but nt images.. and the next thing she got us to do was to draw something that you like to do during your childhood days.. haa!! my mind was in a blank... drew sky, field and kite.. and pls.. i had never ever fly any kite before in my lifetime.. had always wanted to....... i wanna fly kite, ferris wheels etc... silly?? haa..

he's now out with his frds clubbing..........

hmm, had a quarrel with dear last nite.. he said that im a controller..

YES!! A CONTROLLER IN HIS LIFE.... haiz..!!

anyway, we're alrite now..... everything solved..

somehow sometimes.. i feel kinda lost after a quarrel.. dunno why.. just feel kinda weird..

been hoping to settle down.. had thought of settle down at the age of 23 when i was young but now, it seems that this dream is so near yet so far.. haa.. and perhaps im in this line, the more i see kids, spending almost half of my day with them, the stronger the urge of having my own darling sweeties babies.. opps~!! i really do envy those ppl who are able to settle down, set up their family at a young age or even having someone who is there always ready to settle down with her.. at least it shows tat the guy is really kinda ready and willing to commit himself, stable... rather than being together fr so long but dunno where they're heading to... haa.. silly to think this way?? but i really do think so.. =)

i dun need a luxury life... all im hoping fr is a simple life.... a really simple simple life.... with someone who really cares abt me, pamper me, be there fr me when i need him, he wont kick up a big fuss on anything that i do, wont scream or yell at me, the most important part is that he love me and no one else other than his family.. haa.. he will have to be someone who's honest cos i really really dislike liars and betrayers.... he's gonna be the one who will have to take care of me, walk yrs down d rd with me together.. of cos i need to choose the right one who will let me feel secure than to regret rite..?? haa.. who in the world will want a person who will scold u fr every silly things u do, who wont care abt your feeling etc.. agree...?? so dun say im being naive to think this way...........

haa.... alrite, enuff of my rantings.... didnt realise that time past so fast..... gonna search thru the web fr idea on worksheet fr the kids now.... tata~!!! blog again........ hugs........


Monday, December 04, 2006

JOG..

qin :

its 12.40 am and im still awake...

Out of the 14 activities my lecturer gave for our assignment, i've just finished 7 and OMG.. the deadline is on 18 dec.. hopefully i'll be able to have it done on time.. gonna have a test tmr on this module " Infants and Toddlers Developmentally Appropriate Experiences" and guess what?? i didnt study at all..!!! I spent the whole of yesterday and today doing the assignment.. I know i wont be able to pass so dun wanna waste time reading thru the notes.. haa, shall concentrate on the assignment and score well.. anyway, will try to read thru the notes tmr afternoon after work.. just in case.. hehe, dun wanna submit blank sheet of paper..

fri was parent teacher conference.. so sad.. my 2 darlings gonna withdraw...!!!!!!! Roy will be gg to childcare and my dear Abi will be gg to her sis's ctr.. sob~!!! it was Violet's bday and we had lunch @ Cafe Cartel.. spent 3hrs there chit chatting and enjoying the free flow of bread.. lolx..

meet up with dear last nite fr supper.. considered dinner fr him bahx.. headed to bt merah to eat.. told him that i wont be eating anything cos had dinner alr and im on diet.. he had lamb chop, ordered staty and chicken wings as well..!! my goodness.. cant resist temptation.... and i gobbled up the staty and chicken wings.. argh...!! spoilt my plan...!!

as fr today, spent my day at home doing assignment.. had a jog with mum @ Gombak stadium in the evening.. 4 rounds without stopping to rest.. yeah..!! gonna keep up the gd job.. cos i wanna lose my weight, i wanna get rid of the FATS FAST..!! hehee...

oh ya, was chatting with Joey, my coursemate just now thru msn.. guess wat?? she gonna pass me a piglet toothbrush holder tmr..!! haa.. bought extra.. almost the whole class know im a strawberry and piglet fan.. cos Grace passed me a piggy keychain on wed too.. haa.. envy me of having a bunch of sweet coursemates..?? hehe..

alrite.. gonna get some rest now... blog again, nitez~!!!