meet up with Violet, Su Zhen, Wendy, Jo and her 2 girls @ K-Box on wed afternoon... been a long long time since i last stepped into K-Box.. hehe... love singing with Violet jie.. tell u wat.. she's really a great singer..!! should go join SuperStar lor... hehe.. had so much fun.. =)

rushed off to BBDC for my practical revision after bidding them goodbye.. show the TP test checklist to the instructor.. haiz!! even the instructor said should have no problem pass de.. haiz!! so sad... drove to dear's hse and ended my lesson there...

Cute little jean.. the moment i stepped into the house, she asked me "Where's Pig Pig?".. haa.. miss her pig pig so much la.. in case u dunno.. both of us call dear 'Pig Pig' haa... while waiting fr him to come home, we played with my phone..

look!! she's wearing such a pretty dress.. =)

Oink.. oINK.. oInk.... lolx..

look @ her skill... haa.. took pic w/o my head la... *faint*

i felt like killing dear...!! i nearly got choked to death by him...!! was taking medicine and there he was.. stupidly making his funny actions and giving his silly talk again... DAMMIT!! i took almost half an hr to calm myself down... choked by the water and medicine.. and guess what he did..?? gave me a pat on my back then laughing away happily... so pissed off with him la.. everytime like that.. make me cry and laugh at the same time... should i be happy or sad..?? haiz this guy ah...

taken @ JE Entertainment Ctr.. had wanted to bring Jean along but dear's mummy said cannot cos she need to take afternoon nap de.. too bad lor~

hmm.. back home last night.. was upset over some past issue before we slp.. cant believe that im actually still upset over that issue.. been 2yrs le.. but think the cut, the hurt, the impact was far too deep that my heart still ache.. looking at those photo i felt like tearing him into pieces... images & questions popping in my mind one after another.. "he looked so happy.. i've never seen that smile on him before.. we've never had such pic taken before.." holding back my tears.. kept reminding myself that its over.. no point bringing it up again and quarrel over it.. I knew it.. I knew wat will happen.. but still.. i insisted on looking at it... *deserve a tight slap* rite..?? haha..

就是这样。。明知道会伤心还是要看。。贱骨头一个。。

was looking thru the entries that i posted in Year 2005 on Multiply.. haiz!! 一言难尽。。

am trying hard not to think abt it le... i dun wanna be disturb by this stupid issue every now and then... forgive and forget? or forget and forgive..?? too profound fr me le... haa... forget it!!

alrite!! meeting Yun and Nana later this evening @ Jurong Pt... Finally!! Yeah.. been mths since we last meet up... argh!! am so hungry now la!! didnt eat breakfast and lunch la.. there's no food at home.. cooked the last pack of instant noodle fr dear last night le.. dun ask me to go buy cos am lazy!! hehe...

hmm.. dear Shina sms few days ago.. said wanna hold a gathering.. might be on 22nd June.. wondering how's the response... Shina Shina.. Do get back to me worx... =)

TV time... Bye!!

i don't know how to describe my feeling right now...

angry? sad? happy?

he is actually asking me nt to interfere his money from now on.. stop asking him how he spend his money... where he spend it on... etc... and from now on we shall not use each other's money.. reason..?? thats his salary, his money not mine..!! so that explain why i have no reason to question abt it... WTH is this...??

brewed him something to drink.. wat did i get in return..?? complain abt the drink again... "not nice! its so sweet... will not eliminate phlegm lor..." WTH is this...?? not even a thank you or compliment.. hahaha.. u think its so easy to brew..?? im also sick why not u brew fr me instead..?? haha..

was using the pc when he came just now.. said he wanna use the pc so i move aside to the bed.. lying on the bed reading book.. but guess what he said..?? "Ask u to let me use the pc.. u have to sit there check on me eh..??" What is wrong with this guy..??

WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM...??

has the cheek to say im the one giving trouble, giving attitude.. hahaha.. complain that he came all the way to my hse and here i am giving stupid attitude....

Ya u're damn rite... what a stupid girl i am... sitting here typing this entry, complaining to a cold blooded pc... while u're wide awake sitting in the living room watching Ch62..

had i done anything wrong...??

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im bored at home..........!!!

miss the kids la.... =_=""""

dear went home @ ard 3pm just now... giving me attitude when he went off... *sad* i really dunno wat is wrong with him.. sms him.. guess wat he said?? "im very bad mood and vexed now.. dun irritate me further..." pls dear.. i dunno wat is going on, maybe i wont be able to help u but at least let me share the burden with u.. dun keep it to yourself.. it makes me feel sad too.. =)

cooked sweet potato fr him yesterday.. complained that he need something like chrysanthemum / barley to drink not dessert la!! hmpz!! think its easy to cook sweet potato eh..?? haiz..!! hao xin mei hao bao..!! forget it at least he drank a bit...

he was saying that he had wanted me to cook something like ' Yao (4) Shan (4) ' fr him.. ohoh!!! i have no idea how to cook those thingy la... haa... will have to do some research on that.. lolx..

haiz!! wonder how he is now... shall leave him alone... hopefully he will gimme a beep when he's feeling better bahx... poor boy still coughing might be brewing 'Nan (2) Xing (4)' fr him later if he's coming.. mummy said it will stop cough & phlegm.. having his paper this wed.. his books are here.. wondering is he coming anot.. dare not disturb him... else later get scolding from him again...

shall go help mum with the cooking... blog again..