sch excusrion

qin :

yesterday broght the kids out for excursion. it was a very tiring day for me, i supposed for the kids too.. haa! was requested to report fr work at 7.45am in order to receive the kids who are coming in at 8am.

i was put in charge of 4 kids, all 3 yr old only. and guess what one of my boy's mummy gave us?? A SMALL BOTTLE..!!!! u muz be wondering why.. lolx.. thats because the day before yesterday, we told my kidz parents to let them bring along diapers as they are still unable to control themselves, will need to pee at least once or twice every hr. so its better and more convenient fr the kids to wear diaper but the boy's mummy said they don't have tat at hm cos the boy is toilet trained. yeah.. toilet trained, but my poor boy everytime won't open his mouth and say he wanna go toilet, all i could do was to look out fr his expression on his face. haa, and the funny part is here..... the mummy actually gave us a small bottle yesterday, telling us to give that to her boy if he really cant control..!!! OMG.. my colleagues and i were so shocked, dunno whether to laugh or nt..

in fact, the boy actually wanted to pee on the bus and i tried putting the bottle in front of him.. but think its really too stressful fr him cos too many eyes on him & disturbance. no choice, i had to "steal" a diaper frm another boy fr him to wear.
it was an exciting & fun experience fr me. my 1st time bringing kids out fr excursion and was able to get to know more abt the kids and their mummy / grandma.. bringing them out can be fun but tiring too..!! u have to be alert, lookout and hold their hand tight under the hot sun thru out the whole journey.. haa, in fact even bringing them to the toilet was something fun too, imagine the almost 10 children queue up, u have to carry them one by one up to pee and there's ppl there curiously looking at u.. haa.. doing everything, anything with them was fun, i enjoyed myself alot..!!

we were back in sch at 4pm and was only able to leave the sch at ard 5pm.. went to dear's hse to rest before he sent me back hm at 11pm. started rushing my assignment at 2am which i had to submit later in the evening during my class. Finally completed it at ard 6am, called dear to meet up fr breakfast downstairs and guess what happened to him? he's drunk again! had to take care of my poor boy. Oh gosh! he's so heavy!!! anyway, my day finally ended and was able to go to bed at ard 7plus in the morning.. exactly 24hrs w/o any slp.. Poor girl..

anyway, below are some pics of my kids.. enjoy... =)

husni - the boy who actually "tortured" me!!! very active..!! tried to free his hand frm mine..

Roy Roy - my new "love"...

OMG..!! He's doing pole dancing..?? lolx..

..Ichiban's famous "Keat Hong Market"..

Everyone trying to squeeze in.. haa..

Finally falling aslp while on our way back to sch..

confuse + angry + stress

qin :

many things happened in my life recently which makes me really very confused and stressed. i know what i want in my life, its just that sometimes things just wont turn out the same as what you want it to be. thats why i know sometimes u cant force someone to change or something to happen, so all u can do is to accept reality.

but can i really accept the reality?

it had been a long time ever since i cry out loud, and YES!! im finally able to relief myself now. crying loud seems to be my only solution, it makes me feel much better.

im tired..................................

im gonna give up............................

i need a pillar for me to lean on..............

please hold on to me tight before i really fall apart...........

for i hope the reality will eventually work out to be what i really expect it to be..........

SLR dream

Kun-

When browsing thru the newspaper a few days back, came across an article about a photo-sharing forum which actually caught my interests. Photo-sharing, yes; but I'm not referring to the "in-trend" like friendster or multiply or whatsoever. I'm talking about Flickr.com

Visited Flickr.com today, and was impressed by the photos. I have all along been kind of interested in this photography thing, however, I just lack that opportunity to really go into it in the past. Time constraint is one factor, money another. SLR cameras are in no way near cheap, okay? One still needs quite a few other equipments to maintain the camera and such requires time & money once again.

Anyway, Flickr.com ignited the passion in me once again, and I think I'm gonna get myself a reasonably dependable SLR camera soon. How soon - this I don't know. *haha* I believe I'll enjoy the experience of professional photo-taking, rather than just snapping here and there with some cheap-skate digicam I'm having now.

Flickr.com is rather not-so-userfriendly though. Had a hard time locating images which are closer to my everyday-life. But~! Because I'm AndyPang, I managed to locate quite a few samples, as I call them. Attached are some of the samples, enjoy -

such post-card quality lah!

but honestly, I think these few samples are not that great.. Maybe its some amateur's work, but still, a 7/10.. :)

.. And, do stay tuned for my work